Well my day was shitty. 

School was annoying. I wore the wrong thing for the day and everyone kept asking me why I was wearing what I was but even more people told me I looked "sharp." xD Kim even said I look sexy. I like that pink shirt cause its paper thin and it shows my biceps real good when I reach. Kayla was lookin and she was all "Dang! You got muscles like a grown man!" I guess thats a compliment.

Plus afterschool, I had to stay like for fourty extra minutes cause I had told Lynn I had practice since I was just guessing but I didnt have it. Lynn drove right past me and didnt see me but it was okay. I got to sit by these cute girls who were waiting on their ride while I did my homework and talked to Zabrina on the phone. I'm finally realizin how to have a good conversation with her. Its cool...

So when I got home, I watched Spongebob and then took a nap. After that, mom took me and kim to the library so I could get my Helen Keller book and then to Walgreens. All the pictures pretty much sucked on that cheap camera except the ones that were taken outside. All I wanted was the one of Zabrina anyway. Woot. 

Today sucked. I'm totally emo right now. 1. Everything on my report card was good but English and I want my Geometry from a 86 to atleast a 90. English was 78. Anyone else might shrug it off but thats not me, and I need my shit straight. Especially English. The easiest fuckin class there is. I'm so pissed at myself. And Cassandra's gonna have to talk to herself until I can get my grades back up. Like usual, the only comment I got from dad was "youre gonna bring it up right?" Then mom kept bein real smartassed with me, I dont know who pissed her off, but it made me feel real bad. And then when I was tryin to tell my sister something, I burnt myself on the stove and that was when my last nerve was plucked. Then to make it even worse, Trey tells me Hilary passed out in class today. She says she's eating but it's really hard to believe her. I swear she better cut that shit out because the next time I hear "dude did you hear about hilary today?" I know it aint gonna be somethin as minor as "she passed out today". And I dont even wanna be harsh or mean to her but I just dont know what else to try to help that poor girl anymore. And I really wish SOMEONE would take it more seriously. That's what sucks about this. I always end up feeling like its all my fault, and even if it is, I hate getting involved in someone else's life like that now.. I don't wanna get caught back up into this stupid computer, especially since Im in highschool now. I wish everyone would just get over their problems and be okay or atleast suck it up.

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